Have you ever been in a situation where you couldn't say anything because it is obviously your fault in the first place?
Have you feel like you are the most useless person in the world? Just because of one stupid decision you have made?
You can't say a single word to express your feelings to your partner or friends because you know it is your fault? You just stay quiet and didn't give any response because you don't even know what you should say?
Have you feel like you already forget about it but someone reminds you about your past or that mistakes?
You already forgiving yourself and take some courage to move on from your mistakes but someone said 'Idk why it's so easy for you to say that you love someone'.
How you supposed to respond to that question or statement? You just stay quiet and lost in your own thought.
I don't feel like I deserve to share my feelings anymore since then. I will never forget or move on from my past. I will move forward and bring my past with me. Maybe that's much better to remind myself that I suck. That will remind me that I don't deserve anyone in this world.
